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Love&Hate
The opposite of love isn’t hate; it is indifference. If you don’t love something or someone, you couldn’t care less about them. But then what does that make hate the opposite of? What does that make hate at all? Is it hand in hand with love then? Or is it some branch of love cuz you pay attention to that person. Honestly, I have no idea, but when you hate someone, you DO think about that person a lot too. Even if it’s about slitting their throat, humiliating them or whatever, it’s still a thought that’s present in your head.
Then there’s the whole love from hate, hate from love thing. I hear people saying that you can’t really know your love for someone unless you’ve felt utter hate for them. I guess that’s kinda true. I mean, if you hate a person, all you see is all their flaws and emphasize them, but when you love them, you accept it. I guess? I don’t understand it that much.
I DO understand where the hate from love idea comes from. If you love someone so much and they totally betray you, then damn, yeah you could hate them for it. But really, I don’t think hate can ever be born from real love. You can’t hate someone you TRULY loved. If you do, then it’s either not hate at all or you never loved them in the first place. I see so many guys and girls get together, loving each other and everything’s all good and fine. But then there comes the breakup and all of a sudden, the girl is a slut or a bitch or both. And the boy is a jerk or douche or and asshole. But see, when they loved each other, they gave each other the ability to hurt the other. When you love someone, you should trust them enough to know that they wouldn’t purposely hurt you. But when that DOES happen, what you hate isn’t the person themself, but what they did.
People cry about what people they hate did to them. People cry about what people they love did to them. Whether you love or a hate a person, that person has the ability to hurt you, and it’s just whether you want them to have that ability or not. I guess.
A lotta times, I don’t even believe there’s such a thing as true love. I think when anyone first gets with someone, they don’t really love them at all. I think everyone is using someone else. You’re using your boyfriend so you don’t get lonely and you get someone who takes you out and hugs you from behind. You use your girlfriend to show that you got some balls and to have someone to show you some affection. Of course I’m not saying that’s all a relationship is, but in every single relationship I’ve seen, there is always an aspect of that. In any relationship, really, whether they be with best friends, confidantes, etc.
You can’t hate an ex. You hate what they did to you and how they made you feel after, but you can’t hate an ex. People use other feelings to describe loving or hating something or someone. That light headed feeling you get when he’s hugging you? That’s called happiness. The chest-tightening you get when you see her with another guy is called jealousy. Your heart beating fast when you see her? Called excitement. The sinking feeling you get when he’s avoiding you is called rejection. The throbbing in your head when you see them is called anger. That perfection when you’re kissing them? It’s called epiphany. That flawlessness when you’re with them is called peace. Any negative feeling calls for hate. Their counterparts are definitive of love. That’s why I think loving and hating someone at the same time is possible.
But then again, don’t believe. I’m just an observer who takes notes in her head when she learns of something new. And remember, we’re humans. Our feelings are just a big cauldron of everything mixed together carelessly, just signals and chemicals and hormones our brain sends out. Just cause and effect.
But then again, who gives a damn?
Summer of ‘10
I really apologize for the immense amount of scrolling you’re about to do. But I need this up here. XP Sorry you guys.
Seriously, even though it’s been the shortest, I’ve found this summer to be the best ever.
The following events aren’t in order, I’m just gonna put down a few of my happy memories in this summer
Math Enrichment
Why I loved it? No work (not much anyway) And all friends. Class was so much fun with Vinesh and Christian and the retardedness that is always in tow. We spent the whole class time talking and joking around, playing calculator games, BEATING some calculator games, talking to Quang, our awesome TA. And break and lunch and break again was always chillin with Paul and Paulina and Steven and Megan ad Christine and them. Playing with the rubber balls, basketballs, just fooling around, texting Mia on Paul’s new phone, sharing food, dodgeball, Jasmine biting, tickling. And after school, gotto hang with Anh Hai and his dorky (; skooter. Just waiting in line with those fools was pretty fun in itself. Precal was pretty easy, and I finally grasped the concept of logarithms. I loved every minute of M.E.
Dance Practice
Which I would have almost every frikkin’ day at the end of the day. Although alla this was stressful at times, Kimberly, Tiffany, Amy, Diana, (I love her….she made me put that) you guys made it fun. Seriously. Our dance practices are so…non productive. All we did was eat, fool around, and gossip. Diana, you and your cool socks, you twins that I still can’t distinguish one from the other. All fun with you guys. <333
KimSon Retreat
Honestly, I really wasn’t gonna go. Until I asked Paul and he said that Jasmine might go to the same one. And guess what!? She did! Walking into the meditation hall and seeing her was pretty awesome. And over the course of two days, I hecka bonded with her. Her laziness in the stick exercises, the way she snuck into our room to use our shower, her retarded faces and many pictures, I love you Jasmine, dearly. And so does the rest of the PhamVuLe. Haha.
The meditation….we did not meditate at all. Except maybe for the morning one which was practically everyone just falling asleep cuz we all woke up at 5 or 6… And the one from the night before that, the boys went up and “sang” Standing Like a Tree. Funniest thing ever. I love them so much.
Although meals were so boring cuz we weren’t really allowed to talk (but of course we did), they were pretty decent. But the activities were so much fun with Khang, Khoa, Alex, Andrew, Alan, Anthony, Dustin, Datan, Hoang, etc etc. They were so funny in everything. Dustin and Datan and their outrageous stories. Frikkin party monsters!!! Jasmine and her biting people. Khoa and Khang are always funny.
AND THE SINGING. Justin Bieber’s baby and Sean Kingston’s Beautiful Girls with Stand By Me for Andrew. Andrew, your voice is that of an angel’s. And get this, KHOA CAN SING. Haha! He can sing and dance, how talented of him. Just sitting at that table playing thirteen, Datan and Andrew doing Vocal exercises, the resta us singing at the top of our lungs.
And then practice was so fun. Haha and retarded. Anthony, you and your loud voice singing. Then dance practice omg. So much foolery. x] Then when we walked back, we were so late for the activity…that we tried looking for them and walked around everywhere!!! To no avail. Alex is fast. haha. So they just chilled and me and the girls had to go practice the dance so more in the upstairs meditation hall.
Somehow we managed to make it fun. Somehow. And during the Van Nghe, it was so fun. And Tiffany even came. The boys singing the Happy Children song and beatboxing to it. haha! It was awesome.
Then chillin after. Singing the randomest songs. Takin dark pictures. Cleaning up was even kinda fun… Me and Tiff and Jasmine and Diana hella wanted to sneak out with the boys to go to the treehouse but allas, we’re girls, so we were guarded. Jasmine had a thing for the third brother of the Phams, oh lala, but it was shortlived thanks to the whole fambam’s pestering. (Btw, when i say fambam or PhamVuLe, I’m referring to the whole fam friends gang. If I actually mean my family, I’ll say family…)
Woke up so early outta nowhere again. I always wake up early at retreats. Only at retreats. Not camping or anything, only retreats. haha. So Diana and Tiff and me went to shower. Went downstairs but it was locked! So the Su Co let us use hers. We took turns showering. TIFFS ALMOST A C CUP to anyone who wants to know. Got changed and got outta there. Jasmine was kinda sad we didn’t invite her to shower with us haha! Then breaky and another activity walking.
Played Zoo, it was so fun. :] Me and Dustin and Datan won! *high fives* My thighs hella hurt after haha! Then we walked back and hung out and then lunch. Theeeeeeen. BYE BYE EVERYONE O; Couldn’t go to the the Le’s house after ); Cuz we had church…
Family shopping
Yea, this was the actual family. Bought some sandals I even rarely wear. Got some shoes for my bro…actually. It was mainly walkin around the mall with them. haha, but was fun I guess. :]
But some other time, I went shopping with my grandma and aunt to Ross and got some stuffos for me. :] haha. And I love the jacket I got there. x]
My birthday?!?!
Huung with Mother and Henry. Went to watch Despicable Me. Which MOTHER ALREADY WATCHED. D< Haha. She got me a snake ring and it was soooooo aweeeeesoooomeeee. I love it love it love it love it. Henry left early so hung out at the mall with Tandra til my mom picked me and her up with Hoang and Anthony in the car. First time I met Hoang (this was before the KimSon retreat ahaha…) We went to my godmother’s Tap ex. Got a drink and calimari <333. Frikkin Anthony was so boring and got STRAWBERRY. I mean HONESTLY. Strawberry!?!? then drove tandra home and then i went home. xP
Malling with the fambam
Excluding Alex cuz of XC practice to the Jelly Belly factory and Andrew cuz….he’s andrew. x] We went to watch Inception and I saw with Anthony up in a higher row of seats and the Le’s, my bro, and Alan went to watch up close. Haha, sorry for slapping your thigh a lot Anthony. But that movie was fucking awesomeeeee. ;] Then hung out after. Walking around the mall. Saw a buncha my friends… :]
Oh, and just to the general public, Khang got kissed by Cameron when he didn’t know he was gay HAHA. Sorry Khang, it was just too funny <3.
Saw Brandon and he gave me a swingy hug :D Walked around and then got picked up and we all squeezed into my car…6 people, 4 seats. lol… Got home and we played on the computer and guitar hero and what not. It was fun! :] Ish. xD
Swimming with the Phams.
At San Jose State’s pool. The diving board was fun. Just being with them was awesome. We played 13. Yes, even there. x] And Andrew learned ish how to swim!!! :D *everyone clap!* It was fun! :] I don’t like the smell of chlorine…
Camping!
And you guessed it, part of the fambam was there. :] Just the Le’s though. But they brought Princess too <3 She’s so cute. And Farrah came!!! :] It was so much more fun with them and of course, one of the best camping trips ever.
First night there, we burned hw. Omg the satisfaction of burning Okano essays…And smores!!! So yummy ;] Especially with milk!!! And just poking around at the fire for the whole night. Then sleep. Kids in one tent. haha.
The next morning, Some Tenessee kids came, made friends with them. Another Alex and his older bro Kevin… Theeen everyone went hiking!!! :] We walked like 5 miles!!! well something like that haha. But see, the kids went ahead first and we got separated and went down to a different part of the river than the adults earlier in the hike…soo…we just swam down there for a while. Me, Khoa, and that one guy with the hat. Walked hella and our feet HURT. T_T Then Paul and Khang found us and we walked back but stopped when we found fish. THE WATER WAS SO COLD THERE. xDDD But we tried to catch the fish. Then the adults found us and we went to the other part of the river.
GLAD WE DID. IT WAS AWESOME. Jumping off rocks and stuff, into the current, GOING DOWN THE RAPIDS it was awesome. Got beat up a little, but I’d so do it again. I want to!!! Haha, thanks random man in the river. :] For telling us the awesomeness of it. Then a buncha people came from upstream. And we showed them what to do and they liked it haa. And some crazy white people jumped off a cliff of 4 stories or something. It was pretty epic. :]
But walking back was a paaaiiinn. Khang, Khoa, and my bro went ahead hailing Hitler. So I walked with Alex and Kevin. They’re hilarious! x] I miss them ): Got back and ate watermelon slice after slice. So refreshing!!! Then badminton. And Anthony and Alan came!!! :] I played against Khoa…I still don’t know who won…. then more burning. It got dark fast…
They cooked food in fire haha. :] It was cool. We were just burning papers…one by one… x] Theeen sleeeeep. Well not really. We just went into the tent and played…you guessed it, 13. hhaa. And THEN sleep.
Woke up. Packed up. Burned the last of it. They made a cardboard house. My brother is the ultimate house maker. Andddd :] We lit it one fire, it was awesome!!! A huge ass pile of ash. Then home. ): Tired as poop when we got home haha.
The guys’ dance practice
This was Thursday. Khang was he choreographer and he did well ;] The tuttin was awesome. I was just the spectator. But they stayed till 2. Haha! :] And all were tired. I can’t believe the adults weren’t satisfied even when it was that good. Geez…
They came over and practiced dancing. no not really… xDDD The Friday M.E. just ended. xP Jasmine came over really early. She went into Paul’s room and took pictures…that freak. Then she called Diana. And I called Khoa. They were talking to each other over the phone speakers haha! Watched some vids. Ate. Then my bro came over. Then a little later, the Le’s came.
Of course no productive behavior at first, but then they did. Haha. Practiced the dance. Me and Jasmine just kinda hung out. After that, we all went for a walk! :] Down the golf cart trail. Eating the sandwiches my aunt brought home. Then Khoa got a call saying that the Phams were finally here. Geez, why’s their mom take so long… So we had to walk back up and I made Khoa piggy back me cuz it was uphill but we went up like…5 feet. haha.
So they came. But they were barely there before Co Thu Nga came and picked up Khang and Khoa. And then Co huong came shortly.. So it was just me and Jasmine, chillin, eating mango slices. Gossiping about various people. x]
Andrew’s birthday
This was when M.E. was still in session. Well it was his birthday and we decided to do that at my house. Well THEY decided (this was what lead to the dance practice up there ^^) …I think… Well my mom bought them KFC. And we spent the whole afternoon playing guitar hero and 13 and on the computer… And yeah. It was pretty fun ^.^ I punched him but then he yelled that it hurt so much so i decided to be nice and give him a hug. I honestly didn’t know you could switch in punches for hugs until Paul told me. I think many people should thank him for that. xD
Some temple…
First time I met the girls <333. Yea, immediate turn-on from Diana. But she was taken. By Khoa. KHOA OUTTA ALL PEOPLE T_T Oh well. :] First time meeeting them. PLayed Egyptian War (For Alex) Then 13 and Binh with Alex in their car…
Lion Plaza
The girls were performing. I was just there…hung out with them…just sittin there. Watched them dance. Then went to Starbucks with some of the boys. Alan stole a banana Haha!!! :] We went in there just for the AC. Then…I forgot what was after…
Stockton
For another show. Met some guy from around there. :] He was pretty cool. All hung out in the bedroom. They were so gay. Probably shouldnt be saying this, but none of you all are reading this far. Anthony taught Khoa how to make out. It was fucking hilarious… haha!!! Talked to Diana and listened to her rants ): sigh. Her and Khoa… Water balloon fights. Fucking alan hit Diana in the face… It was like a whole dramatic *OH SHIT* moment. Diana had to go get changed, wore Khoa’s clothes. Haha. We knocked to check up on her and she opens and says it’s alright. And outta nowhere, Khoa comes from behind her and says, “Stoppit, you guys are interrupting me.” Lol. :]
Of course we played 13. And a lottaaaaa magic card tricks. Didn’t end shortly after that. xP
So we all went and the fambam went to some huge ass warehouse fulla AriZona Tea and assorted snacks..heaven for Alan x]… Then hooome.
Eastridge with friends
Andrew, Anthony, Paul, Mars, Mia, Katelyn…other people. We watched Toy Story 3 and it was aawweessooomeee :] I still remember jokes. Hung around after. Went into Bed Bath and Beyond and played hide and seek, but got kicked out D: stupid paul and Andrew and their lasors. x]
Went to Sanrio but Anh Hai had to leave for TNTT. Andrew and Anthony saw him off. *awww* :] Then everyone gradually left, leaving me and Mia and Mars. Soo we spent like an hour in F21 looking for matching rings…none. T_T So to Claires for matching earrings. and found some! I love mine :] Any rose earrings remind me of Mia.
Iceskating
This is the first thing I did in the summer truthfully. Haha. Went with Patrick and Mia and…Evan I think his name was. I’m always the first there. Ugh. Anyways, it was fun! Mia was beautiful as always and Evan or whatever his name was, got a lot taller. No longer cute little boy ):
Patrick was good at skating! Haha. He lied about being noobish. Anyways, we played tag…and that was a total fail. Well everyone cept Mia fell. And it was like…2 minutes till four. AND IT WAS NOT ACCEPTABLE THAT MIA DID NOT FALL YET. Sooo. Patrick dragged her along so she fell on her buttocks :] Success.
Festival
Some random-ass festival near my house. Saw Diana! Another Diana. x] My mom and aunt and baby cousin rock climbed. Haha, my mom was so proud of herself. I just went around, got some sun…and got free pens :D hehehe… And food!
Downtown San Jose
For a show. Haha. We sucked btw. But the guys were awesome! :] Thanks to Khang’s choreo :]. But no one was watching. Kinda pissed them and me off.
I got there and had to immediately fill in for someone for something i wasnt gonna even do. Saw a pretty girl. heheh. Went upstairs to the balcony with Alan and Alex and my bro to play some 13 with his new cards. Then the Le’s came and we went to the other bigger room…
Anthony was already there. So they practiced…kinda. Then some more 13. Bottom out. Hmm. Ate. Mooched off some of Khoa’s. Just fooled around and stuff… Sang and played on the piano. Them, not me. x] Diana called telling us that she isnt coming. haha. wow. But it was a joke…Really, very convincing. BUt of course she came.
Showing two lighters, she asked which was a better on for Khoa. The green flamed one of course. ;] So we danced and it was horrible cuz…the music was confusing! argh… T_T whatever. then…they had to leave. As in Diana and the twins and Amy.
So just me and Tiff left with the boys. After they performed, we went outside and there was a vending machine. Khoa bought some gum and held a trivia for the pieces. First question, when his bday was. I got the first piece of gum. :] Thank you Facebook. Then to the tables! And hung out a little. Talked to Priscilla and Dalena. Then we walked outta there! :]
So we went to City Hall. Frikkin Alex is beast. Climbing the stairs vertically… Haha. Then Khang and my bro raced. Alex and my bro sat on the edge of a window pane thingy Khoa tried to, but he’s chicken. Haha. Alex did some awesome free-running. If you could call it that. climbing and running along the side of the windows. x] Then climbed on this wall part. I can’t jump offa places. It hurts my knee T_T.
Khoa and me and Tiff were just sitting there… Then Tiff jumped off and it was just me and Khoa. Then he turned to me and took out his lighter that Diana gave him. And was like, LOOK, THE GAS IS HALF OUT. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT. Over dramatic? haha. then we climbed off. Then we went and just walked around.
Khang breakdanced in front of this bar haha…At some point, Tiff, Alex, me, then Khoa were walking with each other, arms on each others’ shoulders. And it remained that way for a while. We went into a market bought some brownie cookies. Sat down and ate one. This guy came by and was something about cigarettes. Alex asked him if he needed a light haha. But no, he just wanted to know where to buy to cigarettes. Oh geez. Well Khoa DID have a lighter. Tiff was so scared. xD
So back into our awesome walking formation. Then eating the second cookie. I asked for a bite and Alex kinda shoved the cookie in my mouth. Thanks Alex. Geez, why couldnt you be nice like Khoa and NOT shove the cookie in my mouth. Lol. So we’re just walking…..Back to the theater place. Everything was finished and they were cleaning up and eating.
We sat around and chilled. Dalena took pics. Then everyone home. Tiff rode in our car. Alex and my bro in Chu Tam’s car. Hooome. aha
When we got there…pparently, tiff wasnt suppsoed to come to our house. And neither was alex so Tam had to drive him back. Woooow. So it was just tiff at our house..then she left too…and end day.
Oakridge with friends
Tandra went to my house earlier in the morning. In an outfit I picked for her ;D Short shorts and purple ruffley shirt. :] And she had a cute bag too!!! So we hung out for a while and I saw her baby picture. She chose my outfit and said I looked grownup. BUT I WAS WEARING MY OWN CLOTHES (cept for the shirt.)
Sooo we went to Oakridge and were the first ones there (wow.) Walked around a bit and picked up Henry from Hot Topic. Then Katie who was in front of the ticket booths. Then walked to places so Henry can buy his crap.
Then met up with everyone else. Andddd they were gonna watch Airbender, but thanks to some convincing, we decided to watch Grownup instead. And good thing too, because Paul came down with his baby cousins, Nathan and Noah (Nathan still doesn’t like me T_T *sob* But Noah’s so cute :] And he likes me I think…But he’s so cute.) Paul said it was horrible, so yay for not buying Airbender tickets!!!
They went up earlier and I waited for Tandra because she was talking on the phone. They went into the arcade but WE DIDN’T KNOW THAT. So we went to the ticket lady and asked if there were teens, about 7 that came thru there, she said yes. Well…it wasn’t them. T_T
But after, they came, and we hung there. Edwin bboyed and lost a shoe. BWAHAHA. Tandra talked to Patrick. And blah blah.
GROWNUPS WAS SO FUCKING GOOD. Haha!!! *arrow roulette* Oh man. Loved it!!! After the movie, we met up with the twins and ate. I went to Carls Jr. And decided to take the opportunity and eat a burger which i NEVER get to eat. :] Pineapple teriyaki, best everr.
When I went back to the table, Henry said that he thought I was one of the girls that would only order fries. WHATEVER MAN, I GOT ME A BURGER AND IT WAS FUCKING DELICIOUS :] After eating, we walked around and stuffos.
Then bowling! Which was ultimate fail. I think I got 3rd or 4th in all though whoohoo! Pat and Edwin were BEAST. No lie. Hm…Took some gay pictures which i have not yet to upload. (Sorry Henry!)
Then went back and walked a bit. Saw some people off. Then I went to Target to go home but not before buying stuff for the camping trip! Which I mentioned up there (the one with fam friends). :]
Fowler for Angela
Went there and looked for people. Called Paul and…he was there with Edwin. Edwin was breakdancing. I wish my bro or Khang can Jackhammer like you, man. Seriously!!! And when you windmilled your shoe didn’t fall off this time. ): (Or was it a flare last time…my memory fails me) Then Chilan came. She’s so cute. With her huge camera. Then we went to everyone else.
They were eating. Megan had chipmunk cheeks from getting her wisdom teeth pulled out. Haha! Ate a tiny bit. Angela’s still so amazingly incontrovertibly cute!!! :]
Paulina came! HII PAULINA. Haha, you guys would be disturbed by how happy I was to see her. :3 Cuz she’s just that cute. BUT I’M STRAIGHT. 75% STRAIGHT, I SAY.
I always bully Paul. Just sayin. Chilan did not believe that Paul was mean to me ALL THE TIME, so she was like DO IT NOW, BE MEAN TO HER. Thanks chilan! Thanks! Haha.
Went to play with water balloons. SO FUN :] Paul and Max ran away D< Arseholes. Paul’s frikkin ninja. BUT I DID GET HIM LIKE, ONCE. Keke. Theeen. In the fountain thingy! I took his glasses. Always! :]
Mia and Amanda came and we soaked them too. BWAHAHA. YOUR WAVY HAIR IS PRETTY MIA. GOSH. Haha, it was so fun. Shot them down with the gun :] Kept constantly pouring water on Angela. Haha. At some point, they used an umbrella. x] Paul had to leave hella early *angry face* so hugged him, but he didn’t even care I was wet! WHAT A WASTE.
After frolicking in the water, went to the playground and sat on that thingy…that place and talked talked. With Chilan and Amanda and Mia. FOR HOURS Haha. AND MAX TOO. :] Went back and forth a few times.
Hmm, at some point, got a call from the counselor’s talkin about my schedule conflict. FUUUU. T_T MY SOPH YEAR WAS TEMPORARILY RUINED…
Sooo. My mom picked me up. And I read Mia’s card WHICH WAS BEAUTIFUL. And I noticed, she changed my love interest for me. On last year’s card, she said my man was Henry. On this year’s, she’s telling me I deserve a nice guy like Paul. LIKE, EW. (lol jk, love you both) But no incest honey (DON’T SAY ANYTHING, JAMES) But I won’t allow Paul to marry anyone but you. :] (And/or *YES AND/OR* Paulina & Christine. LOL, cuz I already know Paulina’s family wants you, Paul, and Christine…well. SMITE SEAN) And if it’s not those three, then he won’t marry at all, the path of a priest, that is.
Dance Practice in the Warehouse
WAS FUCKING BORING. Well, the dancing part was…with the girls. Dance=boring & lame….When we got there, the girls were already doing nothing. But talking. While the boys? They were pushing each other on the rolly chair, pushing each other OFF the rolly chair, chasing each other on the rolly chair. I love them. So much.
Well we started practicing when Alex Alan Anthony came…Andrew was at home..with his games (Omg…) Hugged Alex and continued with dance practice T_T So boooring…
Well…we had a five minute break. And of course I immediately went to where the guys were. And…I don’t wanna type in here what they were up to cuz it was extremely disturbing…Yeah well my headache vanished! :] But then the break ended and I had to go return to the girls. But they were still fooling around and Co Nga brought food! :D Pizza! :D Got 2 slices and after the guys got their slices, followed them up to the roof. :] It was awesome. SO REFRESHING!!! Then Diana came out and waved hello to us and her mom came and she got in trouble (*rolls eyes*)
Then we went back down…and yeah. More practicing.
Well when the whole thing was over, that’s when the real fun started. Cuz all the girls went home and of course I’m the only girl left with them. :] And that’s never a bad thing. They were jump-roping and double dutching at some point.
Then someone had the awesome idea of doing a kick up while jumping. My brother failed at it. Khang did too. But then Khoa went in and succeeded *everyone cheer* Haha. then handhops which my bro pretty much pwned at. Haha.
Then we had to go outside and the whole Khoa slobbering and not good at making out secret got out and that was chaos…He frikkin called diana D< Asshole. So abused him so badly :] made him say uncle. haha.
We were gonna drive somewhere, but got caught ): so we had to go home. Fun night though!
July 4th
This is so out of order…
Well we got there and…stuff…food…they bought rockets and dumped out all the black powder and took the fuses, planning to make a bomb. So messy…haha. At some time, they made mini versions to test it out and it didnt work..so they just blew the whole thing up.
Then I spent some time watching a fail photo shoot…Theeen went to the park to get food. I just stole some of khoa’s and my brother’s crushed ice. walked back. Then the guys went up to the fence to watch the fireworks
I just sat on my uncle’s car and watched them. :] They brought the lounge chairs from the back yard haha! Theen. Some more computer stuff in khoa’s room. It’s always khoa’s room. Extra churros…then home.
Scout’s pool party
Well scouts that day, there was the whole big flag ceremony and i was to be the leader. Ugh. Sucked haha. Cuz I didnt know what to do so yeah. ANyways, they said I have to do it again some again soon. NOO T_T watever.
After that..just talked about the camp THAT I HOPE I CAN GO TOOOOO!!! we got out early and i just talked to roni…and yeah. Went home. Well we stopped by my mom’s work place and I asked if I could go to the scout’s pool party and she said yes so we I went home and got ready and went. :]
Almost got lost going there!!! O; But Got there! Early D< I was texting on my dad’s phone a little haha. then stacy and vivi and maianh or whats her name came. Stacy’s back is ticklish. So ticklish that Vivi couldnt put sunscreen on it with her laughing and jumping around. Lol!
Then roni and annie came then we all got in the water!!! :]
No one really swam swam… Haha. no one ever does. We played Marco Polo in the shallow end, Ellie as Marco..she almost got me and Roni. Annie cheated…Lol. But it was fun :] she gave up though. haha.
Theen we got ourselves to get tina to enter the water :] even with her period. She didnt know it stopped in the water Lol. well we ‘taught’ her how to swim x] :] I drowned Ellie at some point. And she forgot NOT to breathe. Hehe…Sorry, thought you’d hold your breath.
Well I got a green ball . And me and Stacy attempted to play volley ball or something…i dont know. It was just a fail. xDDD stacy kept sitting on various floatation devices.
When it was almost three, I changed cuz I had to leave and they got outta the water to go eat. I ate 2 hotdogs and drank some wonderful lemonade. theen i had to leave to go to my baby cousin’s birthday party.
Baby cousin’s bday party
Of course, mostly adults there. But there were a coupla a little kids. Well I got food. and went outside. KEVIN’S BORING. The only other guy that’s around my age is boring, so of course I hung with the little ones :]
Well they were around the tire swing. And this ten year old girl says I look like I’m 20. What the fuck. Well plus, SHE HAS A CELLPHONE. ten year olds?!?! 5th graders? What use is a cell phone?! Dang. Then we went into the jumphouse so the kids could bounce around and stuff. Then…I had to go home D; for church. D; But happy birthday songs first! The kids kept blowing out the candles oh dear.
Tiffany’s pool party (with the fambam)
Left at around one-ish. Followed the Le’s all the way there. Haha. When we got to her house, there was a gate…which Khang jumped over. And Khoa walked in. HE WAS WEARING PURPLE PLAID DAMMIT. SAME PATTERN AS MY JACKET THAT BITER. D<
Well we went in and of course, immediately went to the pool :]. The phams were already there. Pool first, jacuzzi later. Well the guys kept “swan diving into the greatest night of their lives” Haha. Just swam around. Chicken fought. Khang on my brother’s shoulder’s..or was it alan’s, me on alex’s WE WON, FUCK YEAH xDDD. But of course we lost to anthony and hoang. UNFAIR STRONGER + TALLER ADVANTAGE.
THEN BACK INTO THE JACUZZI. It was so crowded! It was like 16 people! Had to half sit on someone sometimes. Haha. Then we went to eat. Omnomnom. You know, the food. There wasnt much though. Oh well. Ate fooood. We went back into the jacuzzi when DIANA CAME! :D Me and Tiff ran out in our bikinis and towels Lol. Immediately made her strip down and join us in the pool.
Then just more hanging out. Shared secrets. Gossip. K. M. F. Diana kept worrying about how she looked. Especially her hair. WHICH WAS THE SAME AS MINE AND TIFFS. Cuz it was wet…and you know. Well after a while, we got out. Me, Tiff, and Diana went to shower. There was a window looking into the backyard so of course they could look back. Didn’t really matter cuz we showered in our bathing suits. Tiff’s so immature, I love her.
Well the window wasn’t a problem until we had to change. See. The guys kept trying to pick the lock. And well, they were successful, so several times, that issued in us screaming angrily and running towards and away from the door. Tiff was top naked when they did it too. Thank the Lord she had a towel there. Well I got dressed first and went to retrieve Diana’s tank and shorts out by the pool.
At first, I couldn’t find it, so I went over to the window to ask. Which was a baaad idea cuz apparently, the guys didn’t even know the window was there. Oh damn. Well we successfully got dressed without allowing any obvious peeping toms to see anything. After that, we went around looking for the dudes, who left to somewhere.
Got icecream. Yumm. The guys came back and…just hung for a little. Think they played on the piano. Which led to the the happy birthday’s and the singing performance of the guys. Khoa refused to sing, saying his wisdom teeth stitches still hurt. Poor baby. But it was funny, what with Andrew sexually dancing towards his own dad. Disturbing? Yes. Hilarious? More so. Me, Tiff, and Diana got out pics taken many a time. Then the happy bday cakes and songs to Andrew and my bro. Then everyone upstairs!
Well…we decided to watch Mean Girls. Unfortunately, Diana had to leave for another party. Of course it was an adult party and of courseeee she loved us more and would’ve rather stayed, but damn her parents for not liking us. So she left (but not before giving Khoa a good-bye peck on the lips. Action that I caught ;])
The movie started. Khoa rolled on top of me. And he was a lot heavier than I had imagined him to be. Pressure felt nice, but he rolled off from the threat of Alan also lying on him. Ouch. Well there we were. In a room. Watching meangirls. I don’t remember where everyone sat, only that I was on the bed, lying on my belly with Alex lying next to me on my Left and Khoa on my right. A coupla times throughout the movie, Khoa rolled on and off of me. Lol.
Alex got food coupla times. And the little kids kept knocking and running from the door. Annoying. The movie was hilarious. As it will always be. When it finished, we went downstairs out to the jacuzzi again, just soaking our feet again. The half persian kids were there. Khang decided to go into the water again. And honestly, I was tempted to, too. The kid kept splashing him so he splashed back, also splashing me, Alex, and Khoa. And Andrew I think. After a while, went back inside into Tiff’s room where they proceded to wrestle.
Which was damn fun to watch. Then, we all had to go home. Hugged. Frikkin Khoa, when he hugged Tiffany, he made a point to bend down enough so his cheek was on her boobs. Nice one, sir. Of course it was the humor. At the door, hugged everyone, and all obliged. that is, except Khoa. THe only one who ever presents a problem -.- I told him not to give me a halfassed onearmed hug. And guess what, he still tried to D< Caught him though and got an actual hug from him (followed by a laugh) HOME HOME HOME.
Warehouse + BichLien singing prac.
Yeah well, the dance practices were the same old boring stuff. Nothing new except for talking with diana about her worrisome worries.
The BichLien practice was fun though!! Went in the Phams car. Alex didn’t sit in a seat. Lol. The first thing we did when we got there was eat ramen. Omnomnom. Shared with Diana but wow, she was hungry. Took pictures of us sucking noodle and fobsquatting in the parking lot. FOB? Yes, I believe so. :] After all of that madness, we went in to practice singing. And btw, ANDREW HAS NO TEMPO. Where did all his brother’s (anthony’s) drummer skills go to?
Anyway, afterwards, the girls had to dance. sigh. Didn’t want to. But whatever. We forgot quite a lot actually. Haha.
Happy Bday Mom!
I made her a ring of tape. (Been doing that lately. THe girls all have matching rings now.) SHe loved her lotus ring :] And flaunted it yesterday. Hhaa. But I’m glad she likes it.
Temples for VuLan
It was fairly..boring of course. Came there from scouts and had to change immediately to dance. Ugh. I don’t hate it, but I don’t like it either. I’d lean more towards dislike. But whatever. I’d dance on stage for 15 minutes in turn for the hours I get to hang out with the girls. Then came the devil skit which was funny as hell from where we saw it.
REAL FIRE THOUGH. When I realized it was real, kinda got scared. I mean. What if their fake hair caught on fire. >_< But luckily, none of the sort happened. BUt Alex did burn his thumb. D:
Everything else was eh. The fuckin adults kept taking pics. I hate pics now. Seriously hate. Hella annoying. And their parents are so uptight. Grateful for my mom now, seriously. I got permission to cut the twins’ hair though. Kekeke…
It ended and we all playe BoomChikaBoom. FUN AS HECK. :] Several rounds of that. then switched to Zoo. Several rounds of that. THen Ninja. Several rounds of that before the twins and Amy went home. Then hung out with Alex and Tommy and my bro playing on the DS.
Then church. Where my brother was absorbed in his weird book.
The one on Sunday was a bit more fun. Got there at 12. Danced. Then went to the front of the house to play 13. Several adults told us not to, but hey, we’re not gambling. :] but after a while, had to go to leave for the beach for choir.
And…I forgot ot give Alex back his bracelet. Ugh…
Beach with the choir
Apparently, TN was there too! Hi Paulina and Helen and Vivian and Lynn and Christine! It was breezy!!! At 4, they had to leave.. So played in the water (which was freezing) with my bro and Michael. It was pretty fun once your body numbs over. ;]
Got out a coupla times. Michael tried to pick me up and throw me back in. Bastards. After that, I went to play with Ngoc Van. She’s so cute. :] Didn’t even care about the cold of the water haha. I ALMOST DROPPED HER ONCE, but didnt! *Safe!*
After, went to wash off with fresh water and went back to that place…*points* to eat. After eating, we played 13. Michael, my brother, and Jenny. Now Jenny, I saw her and of course, immediately thought she was cute. REALLY SUCKISHLY, she’s related to me. Second cousin. Now I can’t really check her out anymore. Ah well.
Well, that’s my summer, folks. And I wish it would’ve lasted longer, but you can’t always (usually you never) get what you wish for. Today, school started, signifying the end of this glorious summer vacation. I’m determined to make next year’s better, of course, but right now, I can’t help but miss summer vaca already while I’m doing math hw.
Stupid inequalities…
Paul’s a stalker.
No, not really, just in my dream, he was some sorta ninja stalker. :]
I was St. Maria Goretti, in Sullivan Hall, helping setting tables for some special dinner event or something. Paul, Katelyn Huynh, and Davina were also there. But one thing, Davina’s hair was black. Totally jet black.
All of a sudden, I got immensely hungry, so I went out somewhere to buy myself a sandwich. At the counter, I say, “I’ll have the usual” and they give me this huge ass sandwich the size of a baby..so that’s what i usually order… Well I pay and turn around, and Paul’s there, just chillin, sayin that he’s just “supervising.” haha
me and him walk back, and I’m carrying the sandwich like I would hold a baby. Outta nowhere, Paul turns and takes a huge ass bite outta my sandwich. Then this enlightened look comes onto his face, and he says, mouth full, “This is the best tritip ever!”
So he’s eating my sandwich baby and we get back to the Hall. Katelyn and Davina were just leaving and turn around and yell out, “VICTORIA, FIND US ON FACEBOOK.” I have already you idiots..
So everything’s done and me and Paul just chill for a little. THen we go outside and we’re on this small island O_O Which is apparently for some Buddhist retreat. We’re on the beach with a huge lodge behind us and you can see another island really close by. But all of a sudden, the waves grow bigger and bigger. Soon the whole beach is flooded and I’m just standing there in my bikini (which i magically changed into) then this HUGE wave comes and hits me so hard that I fly into a palm tree.
I’m just hanging out in the palm tree when I see Brandon Le. And he casually climbs up my palm tree and starts talking to Paul who OUT OF NOWHERE showed up behind me. They’re talking like best friends, and I’m confused, so Brandon tells me like it’s the most obvious thing in the world, “We’re cousins.” WTF
So all three of us climb off the tree and the water’s gone, but now the other island’s super far.. Anyways, we turn and go into the lodge and it’s nice and normal and such…until I look up and see my family friends on the ceiling like frikkin Spiderman impersonators.
So I back up slowly and run to the beach again. And yell to the sky, “Whats the only way off this damn island?!!?” And a su co answers, “that boat” and points to a boat.. “But you can’t drive a boat.” So basically I’m stuck on this island for retreat.
I go back to my room and unpack, and I ask someone if they’ve seen my small backpack. And Tandra, who is all of a sudden my roommate, teasing her hair, points to closet. So I open the closet..and there’s my backpack…in a spotlight…okaaaay. By now, I’m wearing my confirmation retreat t shirt over my bikini.
Then I go out exploring the lodge. When suddenly my hair gets super long! So I’m running downstairs to the mirror of a shelf in my old house…which I am for some reason in now. I got upstairs into Paul’s and my old room. But now, Anthony is his roommate, and the room is like…super tidy.
So I go out to the balcony…which was not there before. And I get the view of the city like in my current house.. Even though we’re still on an island. OKAY. Well, I see DJ and Aliya making out. *disturbed* I’m sure there was another couple behind me, but good thing my dream self didn’t turn around.
So the doorbell rings. And Anthony, who is in the room now, tells me to get it. FINE THEN MR BOSSY. x] When I opened the front door, my mother is there holding a huge ass elaborate extragavant letter. Because apparently, I’m still at the retreat. She gives it to me, and the letter…is made outta ice. O_O Then she turns around without saying anything AND LEAVES ON A BOAT. T_T without me!!!
So I’m sitting at the doorstep being mopey and eatin banh hoi, which magically showed up on a pretty silver plate on my lap. Paul, out of thin air again…shows up behind me and pats my head and sits down next to me. So I’m just sitting there, eating banh hoi, with my head on Paul’s shoulder.
And then, he’s like, “It’s okay Victoria! You don’t need a boat! We can fly!!!” Suddenly, he’s dressed as Peter Pan, and I, Wendy. And he takes my hand, and I stand up, SPILLING MY BANH HOI, and we fly.
~end dream~
Because I feel like it.
I will blog about today! O:
Hmm….I don’t know what to write. It’s been so long since I typed up a personal daily blog. My mind is empty—-
Well in the morning, it was the usual. I just talked to Anida and Janelle…and yaaah. Then went in class and decided to talk to Jodie about Jason. She’s so cute. Class. Uhm. I don’t even think class is worth talking about yet…
Then breaaak. Matthew is the class’s alarm for break. When the second hand strikes 10:25, Matthew, “It’s BREEEAAAKKK.” Haha. Walked over to Christine and yah.
Then Paul came in. O_O Why are you always coming to our class now, man? Christine needs to exercise her foooot. ANYWAYS. Paul’s phone is soo cool. It doesn’t suit him because…it’s so cool…..and he’s so…Anyways, his phone is really cool :D And pretty :D And new :D And skinny :D And sexy :D. But I hate bubble keys D<. So I texted Mia, BECAUSE I FELT LIKE IT. And Paul went paranoidish about what I texted to her, so he read all the messages. I DIDNT TEXT ANYTHING WEIRD. I WAS TEMPTED, BUT I DIDNT DO IT. :] Cuz I’m a good girl. So playing around with the camera on his phone, taking pictures. I took one of BOOTIFUL PAULINA C: Anh Hai, you better not delete that gorgeous photo.
Back in class! It was supah boring. The lessons…I actually understood them. BUT VINESH IS SO BORING. HE DOESN’T TALK TO ME UNLESS IT’S ABOUT THE WORK. AND HE NEVER SAYS SOMETHING COMPLETELY IRRELEVANT. Hurry up and come back, Potter. Gosh… Well anyways. I was really tired because… I was really tired. So I didn’t finish a lotta work ); Boohoo. BUT THEN LUNCH :D. Which I don’t remember much about anyways.
Hm…Walked with Vinesh to the lunch line. Then I ate my SamBoLuong. It’s so yummmmmmmmerful. Then Christine called me over. HAI CHRISTINE :D. And I asked where Paul was so I can take his phone and continue my texting with Lovely. Buuuut when I got his phone, I discovered that he replied to her text oh-so boringly. And he said that if I don’t distinguish that it was me texting her, she wouldn’t reply because Mia Nguyen does not text Paul Nguyen. LOSER :] Be jealous.
Buuut, she didn’t text back (T_T) So I just pocketed his phone. Anyways, Paul got his two slices of pizza. Christine got her eggrolls. OMNOMNOM. Paulina came over and told Paul to go with her to meet Jonathan. Because she didn’t wanna go alone. So e’eryone went. And then Megan joined us with her two eggrolls and offered me a butt. Of the eggroll. HARDYHARHAR. Anyways, Jonathan was on a skateboard that was in dire need of new wheels.
So after, we went back and Steven was freaking out cuz he said that Tristan was here. And we were like NO WAY. But he was! And he cut his hair! And he’s BURNT BLAAACK. And he had TacoBell. TACOBELL. I don’t know why I capped that. Paul accused it of being so fattening. Says the man who just ate two slices of pizza minus the crust, which were given to me because I love the crust :D. Anyways, we chatted for a while. And—-then he left. So we were chillin by the classroom. By that wall. You know, that wall. Right. So we were talking and fooling around and then the TA person came out and was like, “Can you guys hang out somewhere else? They’re taking a test.” What kind of cruel teacher makes students take tests through lunch… So we moved! To the OTHER wall. Yeah. That one. :] And some more foolery!!!
Then Paulina appeared! With Andrew. And theen we migrated to..the ramp place. and sat there for the rest of lunch and did various seemingly boring things. Like catching a ball with our feet. And testing reflexes. I forget…WELL THEN LUNCH ENDED. And I went back to class. AND GUESS WHAT
I accidentally took Anh Hai’s phone with me. *EVERYONE GASP* So yeah, it was a “OH SHIT” moment. :] Then something about a note…Luke gave a note to Quang from Christine. It said something that she thought was hilarious. CHRISTINE, YOU’RE SO WEIRD. I LAHVE YOU :D Well an hour of MATH passed by. AND I WAS POOOOOPED. My brain was like—-short circuited. D;
So I went out the door with great speed with the ambition to return Paul’s phone to him. SO MUCH AMBITION, that I didn’t see him sitting there waiting…I swear, I would’ve ran right past him if he hadn’t stuck his hand out. SORRY. :] I kept it safe for you. ANYWAYS, sat there and talk. I LAIK YOUR POCKETS PAUL. Christine was telling us about her awesome notes. Then Quang walked out, and Christine went berserk looking for Rehan or however you spell her name. She was scrreeching her name!!! It was hilarious…Well the other girls came over. And Jasmine took Paul’s phone and asked if she could have the privilege of being the first to drop it. A privilege that Megan Seo almost took today.
Anh Hai said no btw. Then MEGAN SEO, you know, that absolutely adorable girl with the glasses and the long soft hair that would be to Katie’s taste in hair. Well she came over and was the next to take Paul’s phone. Paul, you’re such a pimp. You hang out with girls all day. 4 girls had your phone today. Geez. :] Well she was playing around with it. Theeen. I fooled around with Anh Hai. THEN BREAK WAS OVER. So Megan tried to give him back his phone. But then something happened (I didn’t see) and the phone flew in the air. Or rather “flew.” I CAUGHT :D CUZ I’M SO FRIKKING NINJA.
Jk. It was just reflex. But I was pretty shocked. Of all times my reflexes could’ve failed, I’m glad this wasn’t one of those time. It woulda been terrible if Paul’s beloved new phone was to meet the ground already. It’s too young for that!!! Anyways, Paul gave a thankyou hug, but I was still kinda in self-admiration/shock/Thank the Lord mode. Hm. Then we went back in class. Sadly.
Hmm. So Quang called us all up for our ID numbers. HE CALLED ME A LAZY GIRL JUST BECAUSE I DIDN’T WANNA WALK UP TO HIM. :] Hehe. Then everyoen else came up. And when Christine was up there, she burst out laughing because she saw her note. And later, when we were doing work, Quang came by and told her “Nice highlighter.” Because.. you know, she wrote the note in the highlighter or something. THEN SCHOOL ENDED.
Walked out the door. Then remembered about Christine and walked back. Hm, then walked outtttt. Blah blah blah. Megan Seo took Paul’s scooter and rode it. And then the Vice Principal came by and was all bitching. Poor Anh Hai, always getting in trouble for OTHER people riding his scooter. Sorry, excuse me while I laugh on the sidelines.
So the retarded old mad started chastising Paul ferociously! Vicky came by and said that it was his ride to school. And the rude guy screams that IT DOESNT CONCERN HER. Rude much? I don’t care if you got authority, you don’t have to raise your voice against someone who’s just trying to defend her friend. Oh damn, this calls for a mini rant.
I hate hat hate adults like that. Who can flaunt their authority and use it as a coverup for otherwise rude behavior. Like a loss of temper or improper etiquette, just because we’re teens. We also have been living as human beings, and do not deserve going deaf because of them! Sometimes, I just really want to lose my self control and go over to them and tell them to shut the fuck up.
Honestly, I don’t mind if the damned man scolded Paul, I just got really pissed off at how rude he was to Vicky and how he raised his voice. Having a scooter on campus does not call for a rise in volume. He coulda just asked Paul to not ride his scooter on campus instead of yelling in his face. Geez. Then one of the TA’s came over told us to stand over there…whatever.
Then Paul left because Viet and Michael were out inthe front. I WANTD TO MEET THEM T_T. Oh well, another time. He hugged me. Then I hugged him. I always do that now. Cuz I get an extra hug that way. Hehe. Sorry, I’ll stop, I promise. Then talked to GRACE :D So cute. And Janelle and then went home.
O_O Honestly, the day wasn’t as a long as it looks. I just type a lot of random crap. Why did I bold all he names.
What were my previous tumblrnames? O_O
Just felt like remembering… They’re not in order.
- vu95
- missyoumore
- greaterthaninfinity
- sheisvulnerable
Do you guys remember any? If so, PLEASE TELL ME, I totally forgot.
July 02, 2010
Very fun day.
So I woke up at like.. 9:45. Ate breaky and just waited for Tandra to come. Talked with her about the absolute randomest of things. She picked my outfit for me. And then something about Alzheimer’s. She showed me her baby picture and it looks NOTHING like the current her. Hehe. Watched some Russel Peters. LOL. Bro came home. And then…blah. Skipping ahead to Oakridge.
So even though we were late, we were first. Wooow. Everyone comes like, an hour late. Well went around for a little, Tandra lives at Oakridge…Henry came next and he got lost. We met up with him on the way to Target. Then we went to get Katie who was in the food court. Then we went to Hot Topic so Henry can buy his crap. He bought a slipknot shirt. Then We found Annie and Patrick and Edwin and Walter. Bought tickets for GrownUps because everyone said Avatar sucked. And it probably did, I mean, trying to put a WHITE kid for Aang’s role? WTF???
So we’re in front of the escalator and Paul comes down with his ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE COUSINS. Of course they’re cuter than he is, but Nathan still doesn’t like me. ); As I said in my yesterday post. WHY NATHAN, I DIDN’T DO ANYTHING TO YOU D:. I even offered you a popsicle last time. But Noah didn’t completely reject me!!! :D He’s so frikkin adorable alksdjalkjopvoiasd. I wish I coulda taken him home *not kidding* Seriously, Paul, if you looked like that when you were younger…dang. Sucks that you grew up. JK :] Love you. BUT NOAH IS SO DAMN CUTE >_< And he like ran and hugged Paul, IT WAS AN “Awwww” MOMENT. And he said bye to me when they left. But seriously, WHY WAS THE DINNER THAT DAY PAUL. D< Oh well, can’t be helped, huh. And I’m sure Sean doesn’t drive THAT bad… So everyone already went upstairs, Tandra was downstairs and talking to the phone. I HAD THE DECENCY TO WAIT FOR HER. O; Waved by to Paul at the top of the escalator, and we went to the theater cuz we thought everyone already went in. BUT THEY DIDNT. So me and Tandra chilled for a little and everyone came in and Edwin bboyed and flung his shoe somewhere when he did a windmill. Or was it a flare attempt…I forget. But he’s pretty good. Then got seats up front *sorry!*
THE MOVIE WAS FRIKKIN HILARIOUS. I RECCOMMEND IT TO ANYONE. Ahhh… “Betcha 5 bucks it brings him down to one knee.” “We should take shiftsHAHA. Oh man. Loved it. Not a moment I wasn’t laughing. Bwahahaha ;D After that, we went downstairs and met up with the twins and went to the bowling alleys.
Played one game, I shared shoes with Tandra. Omygosh, failed so badly. I slipped like 98273401870 times. Patrick and Edwin were frikkin pwnage though…Lol. Then after that, we went back to oakridge and went to buy food and ate.
Henry thoguht I would be that kind of girl who would just buy the fries and munch on them. Uh, no, it’s been a while since I had a burger, and hell yeah, it tasted awesome. But I’m gonna run this whole week cuz of it. Oi vei. Then after, we just walked around and stuff. It was fun! Then people started going home. Met my fam at Target, Annie and Mother walked be there.
And at Target, bought camping stuff, some marshmellows, hershey’s bars, graham crackers, toasting sticks, coupla lawn chairs, and…some other stuff. Was hella tired when I got home. A good kind of tired.
YOU GUYS STOLE MY PRIEST JOKES. Lol :]
Today was tiring. I went to sleep @ around 1…and got up at 8 for no apparent reason..one hour early. Read “Glass” for an hour. Finished. Scouts. Talked about Steven and Tandra to Kim. So much laughter… Steal the Canadian Bacon. Cat and Mouse. My poor knee T_T…then changed inthe car to go to Eastridge. Met everyone @ Bath and Body Works. The place smelled horrible. -.- I hate those smells. Bought lip gloss. “bought”…Movieee. Made Paul switch the tickets for me and Mia. He used up all my money D<. Haha. Got seats in the back. WONDERFUL MOVIE.
“Nice ascott.”
“There’s a snake in my boot!”
“I know about Buzz’s spanish mode.”
BWAHAHA. Toy Story 3 rocked. THen went malling for a bit. The girls decided to stalk the guys. Because…I mean, what do GUYS DO ON A DATE. O; The wonderful threesome of Paul, Andrew, and Anthony. *applause* And whoopdeedoo, they went to Sweet Factory first. Typical… “AVOID EYE CONTACT” A little of hide and go seek in Bed Bath & Beyond. But we got kicked out. Thank you for that Lasor shooting Anh Hai and Andrew. We tried stuffing Anthony into a bag for the blanket and sheets set. Kelly and Davina fell in love with the elevator. Theen…San Riooo. Which was when Anh Hai had to leave. Hugs, and his boyfriends, I MEAN GUY FRIENDS, MALE COMPANIONS, saw him off. How adorable ;D So touching. The girls found cell phone holders. That are totally useful…x] Theeen, the guys left to somewhere and we went malling.
Just me, BEAUTIFUL GORGEOUS FLAWLESS MIA, and MY TWIN SISTER IN HELL/FIANCEE MARS. A girl couldn’t be luckier. “I have flowers in both hands” as the Japanese say sometimes. Or so I’ve heard… We went to a coupla places. Mia’s gaydar went off on Mark..wonderful. xDD We found the shorts Mia was wearing @ HOllister for +14 dollars. Theen to Forever 21 and browsed through a buncha retarded rings. Looking for matching ones that we can afford. Mia had $10 left. Mars a buncha coins. I had nil cuz SOMEONE used up my $10. So when we found no decent (unbroken) ones, we went to claires for matching earrings WHICH WERE ALSO VERY DIFFICULT TO FIND. But we got them. :] Pink for Mia, Yellow for Mars, Green for Me. THe clerk seemed kinda bitchy. LOL cuz we pretty much paid with a lotta coins. Then we tried to tear it in three…to no avail. Mia couldn’t slice it off with her key either…which she did for someone’s friendship bracelet but doesn’t remember who…and that will haunt her tonight. BWAHAHA. Went to Diaso to find some scissors to cut it with LOL. And we a free freshpuff thing or something LOL.
Theen FREE SAMPLES, we were so hungry but no moolah left. We got a small sammich sample, crepe samples and chicken samples. Then downstairs to wait for parents. Mia left first so me and Mars went into Little Angel as a lesbian couple. We saw a blood red *or dead blood red as in dark burgandy. MIA THE COLOUR OF YOUR ROOM* dress that would be beautiful on Mia. I swear I would get seriously turned on seeing her in that dress. It’s her colour. Then my dad called and I went outside just as Mars’ family finished their movies. Nice timing.
Then home. Showered. Ate banh trang. Church. WHICH WAS TERRIBLY BORING. I got a bad headache and it put me in a horrible mood. Now..I’m kinda pissed. At everything. Now and then. Everyone. You, him, her, them.
Me.
![So last night I had a dream, one of my really vivid, quite long awesome dreams, and I’d like to share it as usual. :]
It starts out in the locker room. We’re changing OUT of our PE clothes but instead of Vy next to me, it’s Tandra! O: So then, out of the locker, I pull out my outfit from yesterday (shirt and skirt) and Tandra asks why I had that. I replied that Vy wanted me to wear it, but now I didn’t wanna wear it. So I put my hand back in the locker and the clothes changed!!! To jeans and a tee :] The way I like it. ;]
Next, I went to Drama, normal. But instead of Longshore teaching the class, it was Dixon! And it wasn’t Drama, it was PIANO?! O_O But we were still in the drama classroom!!! Then Karen, a girl I haven’t seen since Chaboya, comes in and it’s her turn to test. KAREN DOESN’T EVEN GO HERE. So she goes to the front of the class, where a table is set up, and takes out a long roll of paper! She unrolls it across the table and there are piano keys printed on it! AND SHE PLAYS ON IT. It was awesome.
After she was finished, Dixon set up the TV and we watched Bill Nye videos on astronomy. I love astronomy :] But while I was so engrossed in the educational video, I did not realize my setting changed, and soon, I was in Fergie’s (Ferguson’s) classroom again!!! So I hear a voice call “Vicky.” And I turn around thinking it was Henry. Sadly, I ws disappointed to find that it was THAT SONUVABITCH. Minhtri. I got so mad that I threw my pencil at him with incredible speed and it hit him in his shoulder. TAKE THAT BASTARD! Then another voice calls “Vicky.” And I prepare for round two, but it was Henry the second time! :]
So I visited Henry in my dreams HAHA. We were walking to the lunch line like we usually did, and we were arguing about badminton and OUT OF NOWHERE, someone does the Guess Who thing on me. I guessed Paul, of course cuz he’s the only one who does that on me.
When he let go and I opened my eyes, we were at the park near our Viet school, on the small grass area. And I had a HUGE dandelion in my hand (like the one in the picture). We blew it out together AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE (Even if it was a dream…) ALL the seeds came off. So we just laid down in the grass and watched them float away. Then I began complaining about how I was future-phobic. He turned to me and said, “Don’t worry. I’ll take care of it for you.” I WAS LIKE WOOOAAAHHH!!! Paul can control the FUTURE :D.
Then I woke up. x]](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l2p1lngx9P1qzzc29o1_500.jpg)
So last night I had a dream, one of my really vivid, quite long awesome dreams, and I’d like to share it as usual. :]
It starts out in the locker room. We’re changing OUT of our PE clothes but instead of Vy next to me, it’s Tandra! O: So then, out of the locker, I pull out my outfit from yesterday (shirt and skirt) and Tandra asks why I had that. I replied that Vy wanted me to wear it, but now I didn’t wanna wear it. So I put my hand back in the locker and the clothes changed!!! To jeans and a tee :] The way I like it. ;]
Next, I went to Drama, normal. But instead of Longshore teaching the class, it was Dixon! And it wasn’t Drama, it was PIANO?! O_O But we were still in the drama classroom!!! Then Karen, a girl I haven’t seen since Chaboya, comes in and it’s her turn to test. KAREN DOESN’T EVEN GO HERE. So she goes to the front of the class, where a table is set up, and takes out a long roll of paper! She unrolls it across the table and there are piano keys printed on it! AND SHE PLAYS ON IT. It was awesome.
After she was finished, Dixon set up the TV and we watched Bill Nye videos on astronomy. I love astronomy :] But while I was so engrossed in the educational video, I did not realize my setting changed, and soon, I was in Fergie’s (Ferguson’s) classroom again!!! So I hear a voice call “Vicky.” And I turn around thinking it was Henry. Sadly, I ws disappointed to find that it was THAT SONUVABITCH. Minhtri. I got so mad that I threw my pencil at him with incredible speed and it hit him in his shoulder. TAKE THAT BASTARD! Then another voice calls “Vicky.” And I prepare for round two, but it was Henry the second time! :]
So I visited Henry in my dreams HAHA. We were walking to the lunch line like we usually did, and we were arguing about badminton and OUT OF NOWHERE, someone does the Guess Who thing on me. I guessed Paul, of course cuz he’s the only one who does that on me.
When he let go and I opened my eyes, we were at the park near our Viet school, on the small grass area. And I had a HUGE dandelion in my hand (like the one in the picture). We blew it out together AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE (Even if it was a dream…) ALL the seeds came off. So we just laid down in the grass and watched them float away. Then I began complaining about how I was future-phobic. He turned to me and said, “Don’t worry. I’ll take care of it for you.” I WAS LIKE WOOOAAAHHH!!! Paul can control the FUTURE :D.
Then I woke up. x]
Zero left.
Huuh. Went to bed hella late Friday night (Or rather super early Saturday morning) cuz I had to finish sewing. Went to bed at 2 aroundish. Woke up at 7. Went back to sleep. Woke up at 8. Couldn’t go back to sleep. Got ready for Scouts hella early. Breaky. Off to scouts.
Everyone was at 4B. Haha. Whatevs. Just “discussed” about our “projects” Lol. I will send you that picture tmr, Roni.
SCHOOL. x]
Uhh, there were all these chairs set up. Blaaah. Didn’t ditch soon enough so was stuck sitting for a while. VIVIAN’S LITTLE SISTER SHE WAS SO CUTE I LOVED HER. <333 AND SHE CALLS PAUL “Anh Paul” SO ADORABLE =w=. Looked just like Vivian! :] Paul and Paul played Tetris on his phone. My brother sucks. xDDD Then we went to find a piano. All the doors were locked! D< Found a chair and Paul began playing. Buuut didn’t finish. Boo you. You owe me. (unless you don’t want to xD Then you don’t have to. I still didn’t delete it btw.) Theeeeeen. Tried Sulli Hall and that was a Fail too. He asked if I wanted to go to the park. Said yes. Walked there. Saw a guy drive by with bed springs or soemthing. O_O Went to park. On swings. For like. 10 seconds. xD To bench for like, 20 seconds. Then to the play ground thingy. He sat, my head on his lap which is mucho comfortable, (no matter what you say). Talked. Was a crybaby, sorry bout that. Uhh. Just talked abotu some things. We weren’t talking as usual though. I asked a few questions but it all ended up dead, haha. I don’t know what he was thinking about. O: I was just there. Enjoying his company. Sat up, talked some more. Uhhm. Then walked back. He’s gonna be a doctor and yaaah. Made me feel so bad about myself. xP Cuz I don’t like thinking that far ahead |: It makes me depressed. He said I should just be a wife, and let the husband work. WELL OKAY, BUT USELESS MUCH?! Drinks, food. He left. Cried again. Argh. Uhhh. Then complete boredom. T^T Gave them to Michael to give to Paul. My bro called my mum. Went to aunt’s house.
I was hella tired. Haha. I just sat on the tire swing and listened to my piano music. xDDD They kept trying to make me eat. D< I was not hungry! I ate a whole hot dog. Buuut…I did end up eating a dozen oysters or so. x] Then home, showered, got ready for church. Tried to get my mom ready but she’s so picky with her hair -.- Gave up cuz time was out and dad drove me to church. I like my mom’s dress shirts. Walked in, Henry told me to go out thuuur *points*. So I did. Lined up behind Anh Hai, So told me about doing the gifty thingy. Lol, so confused. Normal stuffffsss. Then mass. Duc Ong was sleeping LOLOLOL. BEST, THING, EVER. Paul was sleeping too. xDD Maaan. Shame on you. I saw his head nod (he was sitting in front of me) Had to consciously stop myself from laughing. xDDD Uhm, then gifty thingy. :D IT WAS AWESOME. Lol. I find it an honour ;] Cuz I never do stuff like that. x) Uhm, then communion. Wrong row but whatever. FRIKKING CHRISTINE OR WHATEVER HER NAME WAS KEPT TRYING TO SMELL MY HAIR. FREEEAAAAAK. Hhaa. THen mass was over. Talked to Long. He went to work right away, (ended up not going that night though D;) Went to Sulli Hall, got a drink. Paul came WITH HIS LITTLE COUSIN, NATHAN. So cute x]. But he doesn’t like me D:. *sadface* Got the gift thingies. THEY WERE SO COOL. :D Uhh, talked to Paul. Got his pizza crust. OMNOMNOM. He played the piano a little (Failed at River Flows in You.) THEN SHE CAME ALONG AND TRIED TO SMELL MY HAIR AGAIN. x_x Freak freak freak. Popsicles! More talking. Paul likes hugs from the front, ladies. Haha. THEN tried to call my mum. SHE DID NOT PICK UP. -.- And everyone left!!! -.- In like 5 MINUTES. ASLDASLKJD. Ah well. I woulda been totally alone if Paul didn’t stay (he had choir practice after, LOSER, I have those on Fridays. xD) Called my dad who called my mom and yeah, 10 minutes left. Went to rooms whatever and saw his mom. ;D His gorgeous, beautiful, pretty, stunning, lovely, amazing, angelic, dazzling, divine mother. SHE IS FRIKKIN GORGOUS YOU WOULD NOT BELEIVE. Sorry, I get really obsessive about beautiful people. :] CUZ THEY’RE SO STUNNING. That’s where Paul got his good genes. (Well I only saw his dad from far away once so idk still ish. xD) And she talked to me. ;DDDDD. Her voice is amazing too. x3 Went out to the gazibo. (I love saying that. Gaaaaaaziiiiiibooooooo) Talked talked. Random music. Haha. Mom came. Hug hug. ****. SORRY. I STILL AM VERY SORRY. I JUST DID IT. MY BODY DID. MY MIND WAS GONE. T^T Sorry, Anh Hai. |: (Damn, and I couldnt stop thinking about it for the rest of the night) Went home.
Redid my mum’s hair. Dad came home. They went to see music concert. TETRIS. Manga. :3 EVERYONE, GO READ SHITSURAKUEN
NO ONE SHOULD OR WILL READ THIS POST
WARNING: This post IS extremely long as you can confirm with your own two eyes. Yes, those two things in your head that allow you to see. Well if you’d be so smart as to scroll down and to skip this entire post, I applaud you, because honestly, I wouldn’t read a post like this either. In fact, I’d be thinking, “What’s wrong with this person?” So be a smart person and scroll down because really, all that’s written here is random thoughts in my head. For instance, the first paragraph is about my pinkies, the 4th is about lost socks, the 8th about photogenic people, and so on. You may now commence scrolling.
1. If you know me, you know I have weird short pinkies compared to the rest of my fingers. Yeah, they’re about 1.5 inches. About an inch shorter than they should be. When I show people, everyone is so intrigued by it. I mean really? Are my pinkies that weird? My mom told me that if she ever lost me, she’d ask for the girl who had tiny pinkies. That’s ONE way to identify me I guess. And whenever I compare hand sizes, the other person always asks, WHATS WRONG WITH YOUR PINKY. Well sorry to break it to you, but I was born this way. I love my pinkies though. They’re weird, like me. But it’s kinda hard to play piano with them. I can’t go more than 7, 8 keys. ACK, ITS 11:11. Okay, back to train of thought, I love my odd pinkies, and anyone who loves me should love them too! :]
2. Waffles > pancakes anyday. I mean, I’m not totally against pancakes, but they’re so mushy. D< So boring to eat. I love love love waffles. :] Crunchy and all. Plus they got those convenient squares where your syrup can just sit and hang out till you take a bite. Unlike the pancakes, where the syrup just flows over. And then seeps through and makes said pancake soggy. xP Waffles, fosho. But I’ma admit, when it comes to cool whip and strawberries, pancakes do take first place, because DAMN, that is good.
3. Wishes are everywhere! I really just think wishes are your hopes confirmed. And there are so many wishes out there that I know of now. Dandelion wish. Bday wish. Xmas wish. That 100-airplane count wish (I’m at 86). Shooting star. Upon a star. Yellow light. Wishing well. Coin toss into fountain. Wishbone. ETC. I know more, but what’s the point of listing them? xP But really, I make a LOT of wishes (especially when my dad is driving. Yellow light wishing like hell). I don’t really ever actually think they’ll come true, but yeah, it’s a hope to me. A small one. I don’t really ever hope or expect something seriously, because I hate the feeling of disappointment the most. But these tiny wishes are just saying to me like, “Hey, we’re still possible.”
4. Lost socks. I hate them so much. I mean you wear both in a pair, perfect. Then they get dirty and are tossed into your laundry basket/hamper. Fine. Then comes along Laundry day and they’re washed. Okay. Then it’s time to fold up your laundry and…where the hell did the other sock go. Dammit. Like really, where does that stupid sock hide off to? And eventually, my sock pairs decrease, and my lonely single sock pile grows. It like, gets kidnapped by some weird witch who has a fetish for people’s socks. GIVE THEM BACK YOU WITCH. And eventually, I lose so many of my socks that I have to go buy new ones. Aha. New theory. America’s sock businesses have a secret sock theiving agency where they steal socks so that you have to go buy more. That’s so evil and smart of them. Man, I wanna grow up to be a sock stealer now. Legit occupation right there. But other than that, THOSE LOST SOCKS STILL PISS THE HELL OUTTA ME. -.-
5. Cakes are yumm. But I don’t like those asian cakes that are basically just half icing. GROSS. I hate hate hate icing. I mean, what IS that stuff anyway. Like fluffified sugar. xP Bleah. I like the fruit ones though. Like the mango one my godmother got me for my Confirmation. THAT SHIZZ WAS FRIKKIN DELICIOUS. First time in my life that I asked for a second piece. xDDD And yeah, I have never eaten or taken a bite of a chocolate cake in my entire life. I don’t like chocolate that much to begin with. I mean, sure, I’ll eat the kisses and tiny white chocolate Hershey bars. But when it comes to chocolate milk, chocolate icecream, chocolate cake, that’s a nono for me. Chocolate overload. In those areas, I prefer fruit flavors. And yeah, any day, I would choose fruit over chocolate as a snack. Unless that fruit is bananas. I don’t really like bananas. I mean, they’re okay, but I wouldn’t voluntarily eat them. Haha. UNLESS it’s on French Toast. Then it’s a yummm. x]
6. I really kinda hate how the sweetest best moments in your life eventually go forgotten. Makes me really sad. I mean, all those time you caught with the camera, not that truly special moment. Like, who in hells is gonna catch your first kiss on camera. And who’s gonna be able to snap the shutter when you’re cuddling it up. Who’s gonna bring out the Polaroid and catch that perfect dunk. NO ONE, cuz unless someone out there is a psychic and can predict the awesomest moments of your life and be there with a camera, then you’re basically stuck with holding that memory for as long as you can. Yeah, and the memory makes you happy, but it’s sad now that it’s only a memory.
7. Scouts is getting so dull. I seriously wanna quit, but at the same time, I don’t even talk to my scout friends outside of it. -sigh- I’m not even that into it anymore. Haha. I should just quit, honestly. Everything’s getting so technical. Idk what I should do, but for now, I’m stuck at YB every week on Saturdays from 10-12.
8. HEY YOU. YEAH YOU. YOU PHOTOGENIC PEOPLE. MS. STACY LE. MR. PAUL NGUYEN. MS. MIA NGUYEN. You people are like, God’s gift for all cameras. I mean, YOU GUYS LOOK AMAZING WHEN SNEEZING. (Not that I ever caught a moment like that. But it woulda been amazing.) You guys are beautiful when yawning and sleeping and making your dumbest faces. I MEAN IT IS UTTERLY IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU PEOPLE TO NOT LOOK STUNNINGLY GORGEOUS. Ahh, I love taking ninja pics of you people. They’re so beautiful at any angle that I don’t even gotta worry. You guys are like, the gods and goddesses of ancient greece in these photos, cuz no matter where you are, what you’re doing, what you’re wearing, and what the lighting is, it always comes out as, “Yea, I’m frikkin hot, and there’s nothing you can do about it.” And Stacy, I still hate you for deleting my beautiful sleepover pictures of you, ESPECIALLY THAT BOOB PICTURE. That one was awesome. D;
9. I’m so sorry! I still feel bad for doing that to ya. ARGH, I wasn’t thinking!!! My body did it on its own. I SWEAR. It never crossed my mind. I never consciously thought “KISS HIM NOW.” SORRY. ALKSJDLS. I EVEN SAVED IT FOR HER. D; Duuuude. Sorry. Million times my apologies. Not like I can even make it up. |: Ask her to get the other one. :] The left side. Agh, but really, I’m sorry. You’re the only one I got square on the cheek though haha. But I guess you shouldn’t care about that. Well thanks for all the wonderful Saturdays you gave me! I hate them so much until you came along. And sorry for being a crybaby. xP I get like that, you should know. Yeah. Fooey, I felt like such a bother to you. That’s why I sat up by the way. I felt kinda bothersome so I sat up. Haha. I know weird reason. Shush. x] I’m kinda useless to you though huh. O; You’re always the one doing random crap for me when I’m like, what, doing nothing in return. Sorry’s. |: You really don’t give me any opportunities. xD. BUT I LOVE YOU FOR IT. You’re the bestest big brother in the whole wide world. I wonder if you opened it yet. If you did, I hope you like it! If you didn’t, hope you like it! :] Keep conditioning your hair ;D And keep playing piano with your magykal fingers. And guess what, your mom is pretty. I see where you got your good genes from. That seriously crosses my mind a million times whenever I see her. Haha. Ahh, I’m gonna miss you too much for my own good, seriously. Remember, IM ME, like you said you would x]. Congratulations. And good luck. I love you, Anh Hai.
10. WHY CAN I NOT STOP THINKING.
11. I’ve been hella into piano music lately. Cuz of said big brother. xD I may be in a phase, like I was with guitar (Henry. x]) But I still love guitar covers and all, and I think I’ll always love piano songs, too. Maybe more, cuz I did once play piano (AND SERIOUSLY THINKING OF PLAYING AGAIN). I mean, I go to sleep every night to piano songs on my iPod (yay for sleep timers). And it’s the best melancholy insturment (next to violin?). SO DON’T JUDGE. Seriously, I told Waylan about it, and he didn’t believe me at all. He began freaking out and asked me about BFMV amd GC. YEAH I still love them, but HEY, i love piano now too. LEAVE ME ALONE WAYLANA BANANA.
12. VACA’s. PUHLEEEAAAAASE. Ever since Paul made that awesome vacation in my mind (camping in some forest here, then the Bahamas for fun in the sun, and down more south in Chile or somewhere to shred the slopes) I HELLA WANT TO DO THAT. Man, one day, I will. I MUST. It is now a part of my Bucket List. Haha. Been quite a while since I last camped. Gonna go again this July~~~ But we needa go hiking. No one likes hiking -.- Really, if none of you guys are gonna hike with me, I’ll go alone. And beach. I get hella dark, hella fast. And hella light, hella fast. Thank you, French blood. (You guys shoulda seen me in Hawaii, I was dark dark dark.) Must build sand castle + moat. Must play volleyball. Must have beach bonfire. And SKIING. Never will I ever get tired of that sport. (Jumping’s [terrain park] been a pain on my knee though T^T) Ah well, still pretty nice for just speed down the slopes and small moguls maybe. I wanna go on a sunny day, when a longsleeve tee is all I need.
13. GEEZ, what to do with my empty future. I have no idea you guys. No absolute idea. Paul’s already getting started (YOU FREAK. -.- Frikkin internship at a hospital, I HATE YOU. GOODY TWO SHOES ASIAN) Ahhh. I feel useless to society (WHICH I PROBABLY WILL BE) Bleh. I don’t care. Even if I should, what’s worrying gonna do for me?
Hi! This is not the only thoughts have been hustling and bustling around in my head. But I wanted to stop at 13 cuz I like that number. I’m sure you scrolled over this though, but for those really bored people, I hope you now know what a weird person I am. AND PROUD!
Good weekend!!! (+Thur+Fri)
Thursday: Confrmation practice was okay. Haha. It was a real waste of two hours or my life but it wasn’t so bad. Got to talk to Co Vy. She talks a lot! Paul was in head to toe EV sweats. Haha. Didn’t even look that bad. Attractive in a lazy kind of way. So I showed him to Co Vy. And she was like, “street bro?” HOW DOES SHE KNOW THESE TERMS!? Then she talked about all these teens applying for work at her TapEx. Haha, I kept asking her if they had glasses or not. Sadly, none do. ): So she was like, “Why? You like boys with glasses?” Me: “Yeaah.” “Like Anh Hai?” “Yeaah.” “And his hair, too, right? Cuz I remember you saying you hate hair gel and spray.” “Yup!” “THEN GET WITH HIM!” “NO, he’s my brother!” “But you like guys like him right?” “Yeah..” “THEN GET WITH HIM!” “…” Haha, kinda funny though. Then home and blaaah.
Friday: Ate tons of Jell-o. Haha. Confirmation. I kinda liked it though. Paul looked SUPAH FINE in a tux. He’s gonna make a handsome groom one day. Took pics. Blah. Then nametags. Then got in line. Co Vy was late late! Stella looked so pretty :3. And Mai toooooo in her huge red dress. Reminded me of Heidi Klum. x] Then the whole confirmation mass thing. I LOLed when I saw Victor walk up with his hands clasped. xDDD As always. Theeeen. End mass. Walked out. Hugged Paul in the church, but he said he’d give me a better one outside. So went outside. But my dad kept pulling me to go cuz we were in a rush to go to Co Vy’s house. Managed to get a hug though. Then ran to the car. Then the rest of the night at Co Vy’s house. Ate mango cake! It was good. Didn’t do shizz there though. Played around on the piano for 4 hours basically. Then went home @ 2.
Saturday: Woke up at 10:30. Got ready and stuff. Left for school at 12:30. The promise I made to you is SO HARD TO KEEP, ANH HAI. I get an opportunity to tease you every 5 minutes!!! D< Darned pinky, lock, stamp promise. xD Well went to classsss, but our Thay wasn’t there. Kinda hung out for a while. Decided to just ditch, but some teacher told us to stay… So we did. Then Thay came. Paul took his Final which he didn’t even need to. Then everyone left. Then came back with Melon popsicles! I shared one with Anh hai while he took the Final. Victor became a Food Model ;D. xDDD I stayed back till Paul was done. Then we walked to Q-Cup. Forgot what we talked about Haha. Uhh. Yaah. I hate smokers. Bad smell and everything. x_x Treated Anh Hai to Thai Tea. He was so surprised I never really tasted Thai Tea before. Offered me some and it’s not half bad. Haha. Then he informed me of a park nearby! So we walked to the park together and talked about…random stuff really. o.o He talked about Sean buying a broken bike. xD And him not buying one cuz he’d be too lazy to fix it. Told him about my broken bike and how he should come and fix if for me. Uhm. Then cooking. O_o Topic went to rau muong which i HATE and he LOVES. O; I can’t even stand the smell! Talked about places around our schools how Creek has Tap Ex and Target and etc, and EV has virtually nothing. Something about “That sucks Pauls!” (instead of balls. Thank you misheard words.) xD Uhm, we reached the park. He talked about playing Lava monster and how he had to jump and run and yaaah. Then some talk about PE. Talked about seasons? GO SUMMER AND WINTER (not spring or Fall xD) Then he slid down the slide and I climbed down the steps thingy. We went to sit on the bench. Talked for another hour or so. xDD Paul can really talk a lot O_O Lucky me. He finished his Thai Tea and I wanted the ice. So ripped open the cup a little and yeah, put it on the bench. So at some point I was curious about his wallet. Cuz everyone knows what’s in MY wallet, but I wanted to see his but he was being obstinate. So I managed to push him down on the bench, but his head hit the cup and it tipped over and for a moment we were like frozen in a Oh-crap-did-it-spill kind of state. But it didn’t! So yeaaah. Walked to the swings and SWWWWWWWIIIIIIINGGGGGGG!!!!! :D He pushed me. I felt like a hella spoiled little sister. LOL. Or a super grateful one. Theeen, had to go back to school D; Walked. I was still trying to get the wallet. Failed miserably. xD He had to give it to me LOL. I already was pretty sure of what was in it though. I was correct! :] Walked slow in the shade and fast in the sunlight, lol. Went back, but went straight to Sulli Hall. xD They were still in lines. Sat. Then Paul didn’t take his Final. D< Cuz he had allergy eyes. D; So he closed his eyes and put his head down and I thought he was sleeping!!! So like, natural instinct I stroked his hair. And then Helen did too cuz he has soft hair. Then we were like, examining it. LOL for like split ends and stuff. THen MIchael came over to sit next to him and stare…But he wasn’t asleep! Stole his glasses, normal foolery. Uhh. Then I had to go to the lou. Came back and kept talking. Bac Son came FINALLY. xD Talked abotu misc, YuGiOh, Pokemon. Lol. Theeeen class dismissed. Didn’t do anythiiinng. Paul went to the piano and played Summer. (Geez, Paul.) Then went to the food stnads but ALL UNHEALTHY SNACKS so he didn’t buy antying. Went back to the front of Sulli Hall. My bro played tetris on his phone. We were so into it that we didn’t see my dad come. Then went home. *****************Church: Arrived. Then Michael came, after like, 2 months. xD AiVy too. Tlkaed, Listened to music in the car. then mass, normal stuff. Theeeeen, talked after mass. Blah blah. Went to Safeway and bought stuff for mom. Etc.etc. Went home, ate and watched Swords: Life on the Line till midnight. xD AIMed a little. Ended the day with an arguement with my cousin on what is considered a “date.”
Sunday: Woke up. Went to visit my grandma’s grave. Then now I’m just doing a buncha stuff. xP HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY YOU GUYS!
What do YOU consider a date?
Sat - Tue?
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Sat:
So it was normal stuff. I went to scouts late because I thought there wasn’t any and they just practiced their dance and stuff so nothing really happened at all.
Then went to school, and I’m starting to really hate Father Time. Well got in line and yadda yadda. Giao Ly class went super slowly cuz Paul was studying like maaaad for the Final he thought he had to take that day. Haha. But nope, he’s taking it next Saturday, that lucky boy. Which reminds me: Good luck on the Thur and Sat meets, Anh Hai! So then, since I was so utterly bored, I accidentally napped and nightmared. Woke up and argh, hella shaken. Played it off as a huge ass yawn. Paul showed me that he had the sheet music for Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence. I smiled, but I don’t think he saw xD. But yeah, I was super looking forward to break, so my energy level went up and then I was talking again! So then talked to Paul about some small stuff. Then break. Whee. I never get to watch Paul buy things anymore D< And whatever happened to that adorable shorty girl?! D: She was awesooooome. Went to get food: Xoi Lap S/Xuong! Haha. And grapes. :] Went into Sulli Hall and Paul played Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence. ;D Magic from his fingers. So magical that my brother (actual one) now loves the song. Haha! Paul’s persuasionnn. LOL. But yeah, I really loved it. Even though it wasn’t specifically for me, I’m still super grateful that I got to hear him play it. It was amazing, and TOUCHED MY HEART, wherever my heart happens to be. And then he chastised me for not watching those movies like Spirited away for a long time and that I don’t remember shit from them. xD I’m scared Anh Hai’s gonna kidnap me and make me watch those movies again. LOL. So he played some other songs, too. Then class time, and he was much more lively than before, so I had fun. He stole Helena’s chicken when she was gone somewhere. Then class pictures and I went ninja and stole Paul’s earphones. Stuffed them in my pocket but the earbuds got hooked so they were hanging out. We were all chinky because of the sun. The guys were gonna fob-squat but now. D: Paul told me that the earbuds were hanging out and I THOUGHT I STUFFED THEM THOSE STUPID EARBUDS BACK IN MY POCKET, BUT NOO. So it was HIS turn to go ninja and plucked it outta my back pocket. I spent the rest of the classtime trying to take them, but he’s stronger and he tickled me and ARGH. SO FRUSTRATING. It was fun though, been a long time since I last wrestled with the guy. xD BUT OMG, I WAS SO CLOSE D< HE JUST HAD TO TICKLE ME. And then…every so often. We would catch Michael looking in our direction. So scary D: FUCKING GAY CREEPER x_x I UNDERSTAND YOU GOT A THING FOR PAUL, BUT DON’T LIKE, WATCH US LIKE THAT. Paul is completely convinced Michael is gay. EVERYONE IS TURNING GAY FOR PAUL. It’s hilarious, but kinda sad…BUT STILL PRETTY FUNNY. :3 Then class dismissed. ANd my parents didn’t come yet, YAY. So of course, TO THE HALL’S PIANO. And Paul played some more. Kinda pissed me off that my [actual] brother came in, and I had to listen to his voice with the piano. xP So then he left. And my parents came and I saw him run up to the window to tell me. But I didn’t think I had to hurry so I just kinda strolled to the door and fooled around with Paul on the way, but then when I got to the car, my dad went: “WE HAVE A CONCERT TO GO TO, YOU HAD NO TIME TO PLAY WITH THAT BOY!” SORRY DAD. D; Daddy’s been hella on my case lately since “the incident.” And that was that.
So we went back to YB for the concert and it was terrible. Duh. Went to find the restroom and a cop guy stopped me and asked me to tell whoever the MC was to tell two guys to move their trucks outta the fire lane. SO I had to hold my bladder and tell the MC and then went to find the restroom and end of story.
Church was oh so normally boring. AiVy came but only when Michael didd’t haha. Uhm, then went into the Chapel for the kid’s thing. Then blah blah blah… Then went to get donuts with that teacher and gave it to the choir and yea.. Home: TV, Cpu, Tv.
Sun: I do not want to go into details. But I basically went online on my aunt’s laptop and finished Psyren with Paul. It’s sooo goood. O;
Monday: Normal stuffsss. Normal day. Nothing new at all.
Today (Tue): STAR. Boring. Haha. Saturday is really my favourite day now.
@ the Le’s house.
^^fam friends. Got there. Immediately got Khoa’s itouch and went on AIM and buncha small talk. Played MW2 and Rockband with them. More AIM. Then we decided to walked to Fro~yo. And it was HOT. Got out to the garage and viola! 3 bikes. So I took the big one, Khoa took the mountain bike, my brother the other mountain bike, and Khang pegged. Frikking Khoa took the long way and it was HOT. I was still wearing a jacket. xP Got to Fro~yo, got some froyo, and we were all arguing who would pay. Their (Khoa and Khang) mom paid. (Her money haha) Went to eat and just talked about stupid things. Khoa began spitting out his gummy bears. Ew. |: My brother doesn’t like the lychee flavoured yogurt. Haha. He gave it to Khang. Then we were gonna go back, but stopped by Tinker Toys, a new toy store there. Went browsing and shit. Went back and played some mroe games. AIMed more. Alan came and we went to the park and ate a buncah ice cream and mex scak food. Then we walked to Rite Aid. Then park and back. Hung out some more and went home. And yea.
Congratz, Paul.
4 left.
So Saturday I overslept unfortunately. But I felt super tired. Did what I did for the last 10 days, wake up and put a cold cloth on my eyes. Went to eat some cereal and do some HW and chat with Mia. WHO THE FUCK IS YOUR ‘lover’ MIA. I’m jealous D; x]
Uncle and cousins came over. Blah blah. Changed. Went to school. Hecka blasted the music loud in the car. My cousins were singing and shit Haha so cute.
So I walk walk walk. AND THEN, I LOSE MY EYESIGHT. Cuz Paul did the Guess Who thing, but didn’t say guess who so I couldnt guess who at first cuz I didnt hear his voice. THEN I heard Emily and I reached back and felt his hair and guessed, PAUL. :D I was right. LOL Talk talk talked. Gave him Mia’s bday card. THEN OFF TO CLASS.
We did the usual stuff. Rose wanted me to ask, “If God can do anything, can he make a rock so heavy that he can’t lift it?” <—-It’s a paradox by the way. Uhm, Victor took all my green skittles and kissed them HAHA. so weird. I called Paul a priest and he got ‘mad.’ Lol. Slept by accident. x_x Nightmare started. Paul woke me up, THANK YOU ANH HAI <3. Then my mom came and went with her to get food.
BREAK: Said some things I shoudnt have. Sorry, Paul. we had company! VIVIAN ;D She was talking on her phone. With her sr. friend. Paul did his whole deep voice, “How ya doin’ sexy.” LOL HELLA FREAKED THE GUY OUT. xD Vivian kept telling the guy to bring her ice cream cuz she hurt herself and he kept wanting her to play the piano for a little. Paul was playing. I love watching Paul play…He looks like he really likes it. And he’s so into it. And like calm and concentrating. I love watching the way his fingers kinda dance over the keys too. Really lightly and gracefully. And the look on his face is like complete relaxation. Haha, sorry, I just went back into the moment then. I love listening and watching him play.. x]
I couldn’t finish my food cuz of that ^^
Class was boring old stuff. Paul so openly cheats off of me. LOL. Talked about stuff.OMG when Helena said that she didn’t think mia was really that cute, I wanted to kill herr. But didnt! Quizzes and stuff, Victor kept repeating it XDDD. Scary moth on window. etc.etc.
Helllaa last class to go out. Why do me annd paul always get those teachers??? talked to him. paul (my real brother) counted 17’9 ft. Paul jumps far O_O. haha. even 12, 13 ft looks far. then he went to change cuz Sean came. xP Talked a little to Vivian. Went home.
The rest of the day was blah.
So on Saturday…
My class was getting out a little late cuz we were doing a quiz which Paul and I finished fast. So we began fooling around like we usually do. And we were in mid tickle fight or something when I looked out the door. I saw Stella standing by the door. And behind her?
My dad.
Scariest. Moment. Of my life… He looked so angry x_x. I just froze. Sorry Paul, my dad seems to be the only adult in the world who can possibly harbor any hate towards you. x_x
I got such an earful. “What were you doing?!” “A quiz?!” “Is that what you call taking a quiz?!” “Is that what your class is?!” Omg, so scary. x_x Sorry Paul );
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